MY SEVEN-YEAR-OLD SON TOLD ME THAT “MOMMY’S FRIEND” SLEPT IN MY BED WHEN I WAS OUT
I don’t wear that size.
I sat on the edge of the bed.
I didn’t scream.
I didn’t break anything.
I didn’t wake Elena.
Because a confrontation that night would only give her time to invent excuses.
The next day I was supposed to fly to Phoenix at seven in the evening.
Or so she thought.
In the morning I acted normal.
Had breakfast with the kids.
Kissed Sophie.
Promised Nicholas his gift.
Elena made coffee calmly, her phone face down beside the blender.
“What time do you leave?” she asked.
“Around five.”
She nodded too quickly.
“Hope you don’t get delayed.”
I looked at her.
For the first time I understood that wasn’t concern.
It was impatience.
At noon I called my boss.
“I’m not traveling,” I said.
“I have a family emergency.”
Then I canceled the flight.
I didn’t tell Elena.
At five I loaded my suitcase into the car like always.
Said goodbye to the kids.
Elena hugged me quickly.
Sweet perfume.
Cold hands.
“Take care,” she said.
“You too.”
I drove to the main road.
Turned around.
Parked two streets away where I could see my house without being seen.
I waited.
One hour.
Two.
At 8:17 p.m., a black car pulled into the driveway.
Elena walked outside before he even knocked.
As if she had been waiting.
She was wearing the red dress she always claimed she no longer wore because it was “too flashy.”
The man stepped out.
Tall.
Confident.
A bottle of wine in his hand.
Elena smiled at him in a way she hadn’t smiled at me in years.
Then he kissed her.
Right there on my driveway.
Under the porch light I paid for.
Together they walked inside my house.
My phone vibrated.
A text from Elena.
“Did you make it to the hotel okay, babe?”
I looked up at the bedroom window.
The light came on.
Then I saw two shadows pull the curtains closed…