The maid leaned closer, her voice barely above a whisper.
“It’s to make sure you don’t have children.”
For a second, I didn’t understand.
My mind refused to process the words.
“What…?” I breathed.
She swallowed.
“They don’t want you to get pregnant,” she said. “Not yet. Maybe not ever.”
The room felt like it was spinning.
“But… why?” I asked, my voice shaking now.
Her eyes filled with something that looked like pity.
“Because everything in this family is about control,” she said quietly. “Money. Name. Inheritance. Your husband… he’s not the only one.”
A chill ran through me.
“What do you mean?”
She hesitated again.
“His mother chooses when everything happens. Who marries, when children are allowed, what belongs to whom. If you have a child too soon… you gain power. And she loses it.”
My hands went cold.
“So this…” I gestured weakly toward the bathroom. “This is to stop me?”
She nodded.
“The peppers… they believe it weakens the body. That it keeps a woman from conceiving. It’s an old… belief. But in this house, beliefs matter more than truth.”
I felt sick.
All this time…
All the pain.
All the nights.
Not a test.
Not a tradition.
Control.
I stepped back slowly.
“And my husband?” I asked. “He doesn’t know?”
The maid didn’t answer right away.
That was my answer.
That silence said everything.
That night, I didn’t sleep.
I lay next to him, staring at the ceiling, feeling like a stranger in my own life.
He turned in his sleep, his arm brushing against mine—gentle, familiar.
And for the first time, it felt wrong.
In the morning, he kissed my forehead like always.
“Good morning,” he said softly.
I looked at him.
Really looked.
“How long?” I asked.
He froze.
“…What?”
“How long have you known?” I repeated.
His eyes shifted.
And just like that—I knew.
“Anna, it’s not what you think—”
“Don’t,” I said quietly.
He sat down on the edge of the bed, running a hand through his hair.
“It’s just… temporary,” he said. “My mom thinks it’s better this way—for now.”
“For now?” I echoed.
“Until things are stable. Until the business is fully under control. Until—”
“Until I’m no longer a risk?” I finished for him.
He didn’t deny it.
That hurt more than anything.
“I thought you loved me,” I said.
“I do,” he insisted. “This is just how things work in my family.”
I shook my head slowly.
“No,” I said. “That’s how things work for you. Not for me.”
I stood up.
My legs were weak—but my mind was clear.
“I’m leaving.”
His head snapped up.
“What? Over this?”
“Over this?” I repeated, almost laughing—but there was no humor in it. “You let them hurt me. Every night. And you stood by like it was normal.”
“I was trying to protect—”
“You were protecting control,” I cut in.
Silence.
Heavy.
Final.
Within an hour, I packed a bag.
No arguments.
No screaming.
His mother watched me from the hallway, her expression unreadable.
“You won’t find better than this,” she said coldly.
I looked at her.
For the first time—not afraid.
“I’d rather have nothing,” I replied, “than live like that.”
And I walked out.
Weeks later, I was back in my small apartment.
Simple.
Quiet.
Safe.
My body slowly healed.
But more importantly—
So did my mind.
Sometimes, I still think about that house.
The lights.
The perfect image.
The illusion.
And I realize something now I didn’t see before—
Not every fairytale is meant to be lived.
Some are meant to be escaped.
And I did.